Khady!

God! When does it happen?

When will I see a change in myself?

A change in your people…

When does this life seem like I am living

I feel like i am in a BOX

I feel like WE ALL ARE IN A BOX

when does this box break and people come out into the open of what is real?

Why is everything polluted?

Awesome blog. God Bless.

That sounds goood !! What are your other names ? I just have one lol. Wow that is great, Bahamas and Kenya.. :pp. I was born in Senegal but I live in holland now. Sooo how is america ?

Today has been going really well. I woke up late in the afternoon after an evening of tears, which was much needed but now i am at Starbucks studying. I am supposed to be at a worship team meeting for church but i didn’t have a ride home and my mom is upset at me.

here is why… I am going to California for my friends birthday to hang out and do the whole Cali deal. Its like for one day though but whatever… just spend three hundred dollars, BUT i give my parents money so that they can teach me responsibility and my mom freaked when i told her that i didn’t have a hundred. I mean… what could I do? If i waited any longer the price would have been obnoxious and i went searching for it to be three hundred… and my paycheck was only 400 something.

So.. I was going to give her the rest of the money that I have left but she said that she didn’t want it and now i have to pay back pay for this week and next. lol that is probably not going to work out either. IDK i will probably give them like 200 or something.

So i had about 30 bucks left and my mom didn’t want it so I bought shoes.

Maybe not the wisest thing to do but I made that decision.

They said that I should have talked to them first.

I thought that and i was going to do that but then i had to go to my worship meeting and i didn’t think that they would get home in time… so here I am not at my worship meeting at at Starbucks… supposed to be doing my homework but I am on Tumblr blogging about my mishaps and lack of wisdom.

I was reading in Proverbs today and it talked about honoring your parents. I hope i didn’t dishonor them by doing that. I could get the money back. I wrote the number down for the 24 hr refund… maybe that is what i should do. i’ll talk to them when i get home

How great ! we share the same name :) hahaha how are yooou ? Where are you from ?

Church was beyond amazing this morning and I had such a great time getting into the word of God.

My pastor is on fire for God because that is how it is supposed to be. :D God is so good and I was really spoken into.

Today’s message was about getting into the deep end. Diving in and living out a life for Jesus! Ahh! in all things that I do I want to live for Jesus. IN EVERYTHING that I do I want to let the reality of the redemption known to the world.

“I have been crucified with Christ. I myself no longer lives but Christ lives in me.”

Words so true. Trying to find yourself you will lose it but if you lose yourself for Jesus you will find yourself. So many of us are searching and looking for who we are supposed to be. Especially in this American Society we are searching and yearning but it is all void.

Things on this earth is void and vain and if we continue on this path there is nothing that we can do and there will never be anything that we can do to get there.

Where is the passion? where is the love?

So many are on a quest to take a road that leads to rich’s… working for money instead of money working for you.

When does this end?

When do we evolve?

When do we begin?

If today was your last, how would you live it?

This is a question that I asked someone dear to me and the answer was like most people would answer. “I would make my peace and spend time with my family”

Those are awesome things. Those are amazing things that we should strive for… BUT what if today was that day? WE NEVER KNOW WHAT DAY WILL BE OUR LAST!!! No one knows what day will be the last. No one knows when it will be… so TODAY!!! LIVE! LIVE TODAY!

I will live

I am alive

I am living

Thank you Father God on high… a human word that does not even compete with your grandeur. Before all words you were. You are! Thank you for instilling life in me and giving me a way to be. Father, forgive me of my sins. Forgive me for allowing myself to be bounded by that shame as well. Help me come out of that and live in your life on a daily basis. Thank you for doing so already.

I pray for the people that I love. Father, I pray that you captivate and consume our hearts. Help us see the love that you have for us. So much love that you allow us to live for you. Thank you Father for giving us life. I pray that you target our hearts and show us Jesus.

Give us emotions. Give us Peace. Give us love! Help us Father. Guide us.

Thank you for peace.

It is a great day and I am going to go ahead and live it. Thanks Jesus again for life. You are amazing and abounding in steadfast love.

“And they will see the Son of Man coming in a cloud with power and great glory.”

I worked a lot of hours this evening at work and I feel like I haven’t done much. I thought a lot and that was good. I closed by myself for the first time which wasn’t as bad as I thought it would have been. I wasn’t out that much later then I was supposed to be. Now I am home with my bible in my lap and tumblr pulled up. About to check my FB and then get back into the word. Journal. Work out.. take a shower and then sleep. God is so good and he is worthy to be praised.

“Go home to your friends and tell them how much the Lord has done for you, and how he has had mercy on you.” Mark 5.19

God has had so much mercy on me its beyond all of me works on this earth and I am so grateful for the mercy that he has given me. OKay.

welp, gotta get back to this and that.

I had the most amazing day.

“I want to sign your name to the end of this day knowing that my heart was true let my life song sing to you”

That was the song that we sang at church today and I have heard that song before but it was so good hearing it like this.

OOOOOH! I pray for boldness for this week. That through out this week that I am bold for Christ in all things and that I continually live for him. Jesus I want to live for you! You are my king!

I sang at Church Saturday night and it was so good. It was so good just being in front of God and leading the church into worship. I could do that more often. It was different being on that side of the stage though. God is so good <3

I hope everyone is doing well in the Tumblr world…. and in real world. Gotta go to bed. a new day today…

OOooh and I organized my closet! <3 God is good in all thins (Even the little ones)